I think you hit it on the head Dejibo. All the stress of the past weeks, now you are on the down slope. It's like how we all are at Christmas. All the adrenalin, whether negative or positive and then it's over. Nothing to keep us going. No good feelings, bad feelings, just exhaustion. But yet you see your life has to go on and you have no idea how. Maybe your birthday had something todo with it. Another year older but where are you.

But we are all here for each other. We still have enough kick in us to kick some one else in the butt when they need it, give a hug over international waters, lend our ear and sometimes an all night late nite phone call.

Keep in there. You are our big sister!