This sharing may help even just one person..it is worth sharing. The flip side of finding help and hope.....
It is the hardest thing to live with unrelenting pain and just want some help, hope,
Death of a young person with a whole life to life is a huge loss, especially to their family left behind.

In our family it was not a suicide but a serious cry for help with mental and physical pain caused my daughter unintentional death.

If she had proper care, someone just really cared instead of medicate up, and bandaid the symptoms, with who know what reaction, she would be with me today.
Just one day after she was let home from a behavioral health center, she still had her suitcase packed and was waiting for a local center to have a bed. She knew she needed help to regain a life, to rebuild her life as best she could from the pain. She was sent home with multiple new medications including haldol, and two more psych meds , Interactions of medications caused her to stop breathing.

Far to many are lost to uncontroled pain from the shear lack of someone really helping them medically, emptionally, physically.
When the soul runs out of steam there is little else for them to draw for life from.

She suffered for 14 years of pain, she just wanted a normal life and pain to be manageable. She never got that, she never wanted death....She had so many plans for when she got help...
A loving Mommy,
Dianne