Thanks Lynn. I know I am in control. It's just stressful. How are you doing since everything happened? And I haven't seen the neurosurgeon yet. I go in August. My fiance and I are going since my mother can't make it. It sucks to have my fiance off of work because he doesn't get paid for it, but he wants to be there with me when we get the news of what we need to do. I love him for all the support he has given me. It would be harder to stay positive without him. My email is ** if you would like to email me. Thank you!!