T.N. is a very confusing and difficult to deal with. I took 100mg of Dilantyn and 30mg. elavil after I was diagnosed and it held me for 10 years. now I have A.D. and I take 3600mg. of neurontin and several other meds. I am so allergic to Tegretol, I looked like I had the measles for about a week. I know that "The not knowing" can really take an emotional toll on us. If you feel like crying, Do It. There are a lot of us fighting to stay strong against something we really don't understand. Bless, Doodle bug7