Thanks very much- makes sense. You even posted this while grumpy. Nice.

Only the grace of God has allowed me to keep going & not give up.

I am ready to leave this body & planet right now, but God has a plan for me, so I must be patient & wait.

My mood has remained sad on this forum for a long time. It is so hard to change it. I want to. Biblical counseling has helped these past few months. I have annoying pain in my head, teeth nerves, right shoulder blade, and left foot. But I still live, so-

Paul suffered as well, accomplished great things for humanity, and he was a normal human like us.

Rom 5:3-5:

"And not only [so], but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience;

And patience, experience; and experience, hope:

And hope maketh not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us.