So I got a phone call from the Neurosurgeon's office and they moved my appointment to this monday! I'm thanking all of my church friends for praying for me. God has changed my life. I'm so thankful that my appointment has moved up. Now I get to find out what we are going to do sooner. I'm so happy. I'll update as soon as I know what is going to happen. Stinks that I live 2 and a half hrs away from the doctor but oh well. Thank you all for the support, specially lynn and william. It's helped a lot. Oh and I had to get a domestic abuse filed against my ex-husband...they put a protection order in for me and my son and took over jurisdiction of us both. I'm having horrible nightmares about it all now, and they keep getting worse...I don't know why...I shouldn't be so scared because he can't do anything to me right now...but the nightmares are getting horrible...any advice?