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Originally Posted by bizi
I don't remember if you have a therapist....you are sounding very vulnerable and easily hurt. I am glad that you felt better today with the assignment. Only you can control how you feel, maybe you are taking others actions personally...anyway to distance yourself from them. ARe you able to take a day off, call in sick?
bizi
maybe your meds are not right? are you taking a mood stabilizer? to help evenout your moods?
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I am seeing a therapist. And a pdoc. I am on lamictal 150mg and 20mg ritalin. Ritalin is for work only. The pdoc and therapist has helped me a lot so far. I called and left a message on the machine today to let them know I need a higher dose of ritalin because I suck at life. I asked them to call me back so I can start taking it double the ammount so I can be an acceptable worker.
I will find out tommorow what they can do. I work at 6pm tommorow and close at 9pm with the assistant manager. That is fine because he is accepts me. He said he wants me to quit taking ritalin. He said he hates me on it because it makes me into someone else and not the real Sharla.
The manager said he hates it too but now I have to take it because he picks on me. And he has no faith in what I do. So he doesn't bother with me.