(((((Judy2)))))...My dear friend, I am so sorry you are in such a bad place right now. I wish there was something I could do to help you feel better.
What do your Docs say? Have they given up on you? If so I suggest that you start fresh with a new, *gun ho* Doc/Neuro, who will work aggressively to help stop your pain and progression.
I am and we are here for you. Rant and biotch away. We'll listen and join you.
BTW, I'm 70 and had my first MS symptoms at 24..


I'm not getting around any better than you, but I don't have the chronic pain you have had to deal with.
Love, Sally