Hi, & welcome. I was a visitor myself a few weeks ago. I'm glad Darlene's linked you to the right forum--look around, ask questions, get settled in. I'm betting that you'll be able to find the sorts of help & support I have in short order.
I know you're feeling overwhelmed. It must really seem hopeless at times. That's why a place like this is here.
Just keep coming back, keep asking questions!
Prayers & hugs.