Waves,

It's hard to connect to my friend's widow. She is not warm and open like my friend was.

The deep sadness I felt after of his March death has changed four months later to feelings of loss but not so much sadness.
I brought sodas, fruit, and pistachios for snacks. We worked in an office without the full a/c working. Perhaps I found it comforting to spend much of the day together for the sole purpose of taking care of his memory.

M.