The OCD errupted when I went through drug rape it was the catalyst for my nervous breakdown and reared childhood trauma. I have been diagnose with bpd anxiety ptsd ocd clinical depression
With the OCD I feel that I will get contaminated by people and anything that is outside my home I dont travel on public transport its been 11yrs since I did itis debilitating
I walk around with black bags if I cannot stand anymore in the hospitals and surgeries this has not helped with my fibromyalga pains I hate it
I have lost lots of friend through this some find it funny due to my behaviour and rituals.