I have appreciated all the messages written to me. I am thankful that others know what I feel like day after day. Almost 2 years ago I started the procedures to apply for Soc. Security benefits. Ya right. I have worked since I was 16- now I will be turning 58. I have been turned down twice and have a lawyer involved now in prep for a hearing. Due to my major health issues I am unable to be in the workforce any longer- either my heart was giving me problems or the fibromylagia was hitting me with fatigue and pain. Now with the neuropathy I have fewer and fewer days that I feel I can get up. But of course I AM ABLE TO BE PRODUCTIVE IN THE WORKPLACE! Anyone's suggestions on how to keep my spirits up while wating for the hearing I am more than willing to have your input.