Thank you Chemar, I appreciate it. It is hard enough in life with dissabilites, but then to add your own family against you, that is outright painfull. We are a family divided two to two. My mother would never have wanted this for me, and this was not her intent, to put me in a position of helplessness with my family. Her goal was to protect me from the state coming after assests when I got sick. that didn't work eithor as you know. If you have any monies at all, they are used up before you receive any kind of help. what is written in doesn't matter to the state. Medicaid actually asked me what the darn document said. Thats a sad state of affairs when they don't know. So I will try here for awhile to see what people say and get more ideas on how to help myself. the case I present is well thought out and documented. The moneis generated from the sale of this house is what my missouri family wants, even if that means I am in the street. In my opinion that is wrong when they already received monies from the trust in excess. Hurricanes are as scarry as all the tonadoes up north. No insurance is something I loose sleep over during the hurricane season. I have tried a long time to find help. Thanks again. ginnie