hope you've checked out the link Alfee gave you. Hang out, get to know the folks, ask questions--you certainly have a plateful of concerns.

This is a good place to be when you're feeling this way. It's safe to just be honest & let it all come out, questions, fears, whatever. I'm pretty new here myself, but I've gotten the definite feeling that they've "been there, done that, bought the tee shirt." So much experience, so much generosity of spirit.

If you are suffering from Sinemet side-effects, I really empathize with you. Statin S-Es have sabotaged my quality-of-life so much that some days I consider quitting them altogether. I hope you can find answers soon.