Aww Barb...

Jeesh your body just won't give you a break

I don't want to deal with my ailing in laws anymore. There. I said it. Or at least wrote it... I'm tired of FIL telling me he's "mad he woke up and why won't god take him?" I'm tired of watching my MIL decline daily, and either crying about it and needing a hug, or snapping everyone's head off. I'm tired of what's going to happen next with them...I'm tired of worrying every time the phone rings. I'm tired of the increased arguments with DH over our disagreement about whether or not to move them to assisted living.

In short, I'm tired of this situation taking over our lives. I love them both, but it's wearing me down no matter how much I meditate, drink, sleep, etc.