It is truly comforting to know others have had the same thoughts I am having. Searching for someone to fix me. I am thankful for the links, The suggestion of the Barby Ingle books, the hope, and the stories all of you have shared. I am sorry that you have had to suffer.
I have been having pain for over a year and a half and it has been difficult to continue to fight. I now know what I have, and now I have to let go and find a way to cope. I am thankful to be a part of this group. I am impressed by your strength and determination.