After reading your post, it wasn't hard to figure out how you arrived at your AKA. Frazzled, to say the least!
Please let us know how the internist visit went.
I thought you might want to check in with the Diabetes Forum. In my experience, the more places you talk about what's going on with you, the more likely you are to click with similarly-experienced folks. IMHO
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http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum53.html
Perseverence! (Broken Wings) summed up the secret:
Keep asking questions. (& asking & asking..... )
Hang in there....
Drop in for virtual hugs & encouragement any ol' time
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