Have you ever just written down things on paper and then when you go DO NOT SAY ANYTHING...JUST HAND THE PAPER TO THE DOC. Say no words till he is done reading. let the doc talk first????????????? that is a choice another is to get another doc , and another is to print this poems out and give it to doc... or do not wait so patiently pace the room while you are waiting.... dont have to sit there like a sheep waiting ,for you are not a sheep.... you are a person with feelings and needs!!!!!!
many blessings I know how you feel
BMW