i saw pdoc tuesday. i couldn't stay still and was a runaway train.

he asked me questions abuot frequency and stuff. and sleep. he asked more questions than usual.

he upped my depakote again

i am supposed to go abroad next week and he said not a good idea i'f i'm still this way - not clear on why. he wants to check in by phone before leaving we can't fit another appt this week.

but i'm still gonna go though. i mean he'd have to give me a real good reason. i'm still going to be in the EU so it's not like i have to go through immigration. so what if i look happy ... or extemporaneously euphoric... ppl going on vacatioin can be *REALLLL* excited, right... so that would "explain" ...who would know it's been going and going.... LOL

~ waves ~