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Join Date: Sep 2006
Posts: 18,914
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Legendary
Join Date: Sep 2006
Posts: 18,914
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Waves,
I think I answered my own question. Traveling is different from working.
Yesterday I spoke to my sister about an almost normal conversation earlier that day. I told her that my goal every time I interact with someone is not to get hauled away in cuffs and a police car. I told her that I had a good day. I came home and under my own power.
I'm not even manic but I feel manic energy . . . as if I could go from below baseline and skip up past out-of-control very easily. I don't know what that is about but I feel that even though I am fundamentally depressed, I can hold my entire range of emotions in the same moment of interaction.
M.
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