I was living with my girl friend. My family parents and brothers told me I could stay with them also. My head was killing me so bad I could not be with any one for long so I would just start walking a bunch of times in the middle of winter in fricking wisconsin no idea where I was even going. One time i know i slept in one fo those concrete corn buidings that was half fallen down and rotten in side but at least it was all frozen solid. last summer when i still had my car i would just sleep in parking lots but hot as hell and nothing like massinve head pain and million mosquitos all nitht long.

Just remembering all that makes me not as ****** right now to not be better or back to normal because any thing is better than that year or so. Thank god for acupuncture. it is the only thing that stop the head aches. There is now way I could have lived like that for much longer. And my family. even tho I still suck as being able to do any thing or talk to any one they still stick by me and have helped me all along that I would let them.