I am a mess. I used to be able to make good decisions all the time. Now it is a huge struggle for me to decide anything. I will have insurance settlement in a few days, week at most. Since I'm unable to work much my plan was to try to buy a mobile home and lot to cut out these big rent payments. I would then be able to get by much easier.

Looking at places, trying to decide what is best is overwhelming. I've made lists for each place - the good, the bad. I really can't compare them. I don't want to waste the money by continuing with rent though. I hate my life, how hard everything is.