hi kathy
i read your post a few times. mulled it over in my monkey brain.
it's not different than many group. if you don't go with the flow and believe what they do...you don't belong. pretty crappy.
we saw it on obt on sss. people didn't want people who didn't believe what they did to post on their threads.

heck...me...i posted on the non chritian threads. i'm a christian.
i see it as the pay it forward thing. just keep being kind and understanding to all. hopefully somebody else will see that and do the same. then all will be welcome.
i don;t want peope to post to me or be my friend just because i'm christian...or that i have green eyes...or that i'm female. i want them to see what is inside. not a label or a feature.
keep being you kathy. don't give up. other see it. you are just braver than most to voice what is in your heart.