Thank you all, bizi, Mari and Di. I kept looking around for an active forum where I could receive love and support, and I don't know why I hadn't checked in here??! It's been a long, lonely couple of months with my husband back in a hospital. I really miss having someone to talk to. He does seem to be getting better, albeit slowly. He was so delusional for awhile, it was very scary and worrisome. He is pretty much passed all that, but the hospital he is in is the same one he was in for 6 days back in 2003. I picked him up from there, took him home, spent some time with him and then I had to return to my fairly new job working at a doctor's office. He then attempted suicide by cutting his throat, and my daughter was there to save him and call 911. I think he has some survivors guilt because he and I survived and she didn't. I felt that way for awhile, too. Anyway, this hospital, I think, is afraid to D/C him because of what happened in 2003. They wanted to send him to a 'long term facility' just to cover their asses, I think, but that doesn't seem to be happening. I feel like I am ready to take him home, but I am a little scared of what might happen, on the other hand.

Di, I remember when you lost your daughter. I felt so bad for you. Now, it seems, it is your turn to support me Thank you for that!!

I plan to hang around here as much as I can. I'm so glad that I re-discovered you all!!

Hugs to all, Jacquie