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Join Date: May 2011
Posts: 60
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Junior Member
Join Date: May 2011
Posts: 60
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Lazy?
I've been "on vacation" for two months now. I have been sitting around and doing nothing. It's been amazing, and I feel like a completely different person.
A lot of the "old me" is returning. I am less affected by stimuli, my personality is returning, I can think more clearly, I am more articulate, and life is not as overwhelming - to list a few examples.
My concern is - I still have no impetus to get anything accomplished. This didn't concern me when my other symptoms were in full force. However, now that they are lessening, shouldn't this symptom lesson as well?
Did I somehow develop laziness as part of my character while I was sitting around doing nothing? Am I using PCS as a crutch to not have to do anything?
Why is it still so difficult for me to accomplish anything - even if it's simple and even if it really needs to get done?
Any takes on this?
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Knocked heads with my brother (October 2010). Don't worry... he's fine!
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Partial list of symptoms: (Physical - noise/light sensitivities, balance problems, headaches, sleeplessness) (Mental - brain fog, severe lack of awareness, difficulty expressing ideas - or thinking in the first place!, struggle with simple problems) (Emotional - anger, depression, inability to handle/control emotions) (Social - generally inept - thanks to everyone for allowing me to "practice" some social and communication skills on this forum)
"The person in the mirror wasn't me and I didn't like her either.
But, I looked beyond the mirror and slowly became the person I am." ~ Sandee Rager
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