Originally Posted by Red733

i was angry and frustrated yesterday so i am sorry for the tone of my posting. my sister and mother bought me a wheelchair and delivered it to me because my walking makes everyone nervous and afraid that i am gonna fall at any moment. for me it has been a point of pride that i can walk so i will walk ( with a cane ) i know it is not pretty or gracefull but it is me walking under my own power. i refused to ride the electric carts in stores untill about a month ago because i wanted to leave them for people who were worse than me but i scared a little kid when he saw me walking down the row to look at cereal he ran to his mom and asked what is wrong with that man she told him not to look at me and they left. i have been my own worst enemy on some things because i did not want to admit how messed up i am i thought i could push past this brain injury like a sprained ankle or something but i cant. i have always been a tough guy climbing mountains, scuba diver, harley rider hard worker ect now my butt has been whipped by something i cannot fight aginst i go to phy therapy like i am training for the olyimpics or something i have had to sit on the floor to rest up so i could get to my truck to drive home and sleep. i just get frustrated sometimes. i go into offices for help and i say please and thank you and yes sir or no mam i get nothing but the person that comes in yelling and disrespectfull and throwing a fit gets help my 75 year old mother told me the other day that maybe i should ask around and see if somebody could get me some herion or crack and rub it all over my clothes before i go in because people who mess themselfs up on drugs get treated better than me. i just dont know what to do.