bizi - lots of hugs to you in your current stressful times. I HATE waiting for things, especially when I am anxious or stressed about something. I certainly have no med suggestions for you, but perhaps you can take some more time for yourself, take a nice warm bath, do some deep breathing or relaxation exercises. Worrying about finances can put a strain on the calmest of individuals

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I hope that your weather continues to be moderate and not killing you with that oppressive humidity; that alone is draining...
Take care of your needs and yourself and, most of all, cut yourself some slack. We always seem to be hardest on ourselves.
Hugs, Jacquie