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Old 08-15-2011, 09:20 PM
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Thank you for sharing.
I did not know the whole story.
I am not sure how old you are or when you were diagnosed but it is common for us to be diagnosed in our 20's-30's...well it used to be before they started diagnosing 4 year olds with bipolar...sorry for the rant.

you are much much more than what you shared here, know that you are a kind and loving woman who is passionate about life.
Wants to be treated with the dignity that you deserve.
You are in a very stressful work environment and are doing important research. Working there and tolerating the bullcrap takes integrity and stamina.
I don't know how you are able to do it but you are.

It is my firm belief that you are not being punished!
You are judging yourself too harshly. I want you to be nice to yourself.
It is not your fault that you have fibromyalgia or that you are bipolar.
know that we love you and want you to be happy. I am sorry that you are feeling this upset...
NONE OF THIS IS YOUR FAULT!!!!!
((((HUGS))))
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Hattie the black and white one wrestling with hazel, calico. lost hattie to cancer.....
Happiness is a decision....

150mg of lamictal 2x a day
haldol 5mg 2x a day
1mg of cogentin 2x a day
klonipin , 1mg at night


I will not give up in this weight loss journey, nor this need to be AF. 3-19-13=156, 6-7-13=139, 8-19-13=149, 11-12-13=140, 6-28-14=157, 7-24-14=149, 9-24-14=144, 1-12-15=164, 2-28-15=149, 4-21-15=143, 6-26-15=138.5, 7-22-15=146, 8-24-15=151, 9-15-15=145, 11-1-15=137, 11-29-15=143, 1-4-16=152, 1-26-16=144, 2-24-16=150, 8-15-16=163, 1-4-17=169, 9-20-17=174, 11-17-17=185.6, 3-22-18=167.9, 8-31-18= 176.3, 3-6-19=190.8 5-30-20=176, 1-4-21=202, 10-4-21= 200.8,12-10-21=186, 3-26-22=180.3, 7-30-22=188, 10-15-22=180.9,
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