Its a question many have but i will tell you this...i myself am terrified of being happy. i run from it faster than i run from bad things. for me its something about that roller coaster feeling. i hate being so high up and then dropping. so id rather stay on the baby rides to where if I fall ill only get a scrape. if that makes any sense. its sucks but im working on it. are u asking this for a specific reason.. or just curious