Hi kitty, I am pretty new to this disease. I've had it for half a year now, been told by doctors I've had it all the way from back then, but I've just been "officially" diagnosed by a "wcb doctor" today. Today actually is my worse day yet aswell. It's a beautiful hot and sunny summer day, and I am FROZEN to the core. I only have it in my left foot/leg, but I feel the cold all over. I've got the chills right now, and am actually shivering as I write. I don't think that death is a viable option for anyone, I do understand how you feel though. I myself am just coming to grips with what this stupid disease is capable of. I find myself more depressed than EVER, but I'm still managing to look forward to the next day. I'll try anything twice, until I DO find something that works for me. I hope for your sake an mine that tomorrow will be a day that doesn't hold quite intense of a pain as today.