Dear Jacquie

thank you so much. your words give me hope, that maybe i can unfence myself. i think my fences are psychological.

i am sorry you suffer with chronic pain. that must really suck. i don't know how you do it.

i know there is a true resistance to my current field, which predated physical difficulties. the physical stuff might be helped, independently, or it may be a "new" symptom of an old pattern. a dig in the ribs where the earlier kicks in the shins didn't work.

i will keep trying. i guess i also need to try and be somewhat sensible and time things half-decently. my staying with my parents is less "financially secure" than you might think. i sleep on their fold out couch. they are retired and and not wealthy by any means. they just share what they have, for which i am grateful.

thank you again for sharing all your experiences.

i do hope your hubby can join you home very soon!!!

~ waves ~