Well in just a few hours I go and see my pnurse.
While I feel less "exposed" during the day....the nights are the worst. I am not sleeping well. It takes hours to get to sleep. I keep waking up in the middle of the night and I sweat like no one's business. I think I have panic attacks in my sleep or something.
Anyway, just a few more hours to maintain and then we will see what happens. I want on Dalmane again. But I don't know what she will do with me. Sigh. I feel like crying.
I will update you all when I get home.
Thanks again everyone. You have been just the best!