I still run errands, try to do some things with friends occasionally, and go shopping but I really prefer to go alone so that if I suddenly feel overwhelmed and want to "get outta Dodge" I'm the only one whose plans might be affected.

It seems to change suddenly - one minute I'll be dealing with everything fine then suddenly I just want to flee! I haven't gotten myself onto a "meter" yet to determine whether I go or stay home - that would probably be a good idea but for those of us still living in denial, that would mean admitting there's a problem. I'm working toward that but for now, continue to fly by the seat of my pants.

Having your daughter with you might make all the difference, especially if she can pick up on your mood and know when you're getting anxious or fatigued. I refuse to let this prevent me from going and doing things that I really want to do, I think it's just important to realize your limits and never be afraid to admit maybe it was a bad idea THIS time.

Very best,
Crystal