beautiful words and meaningful once again imad,

i am living alone now -by choice-because it isn't any better not to[it's worse] and that's the saddest part. but the guilt....i always have guilt. and i do feel alone but only in the early evening hours. I wasn't allowed to drive and now i am left to suddenly drive everywhere. and i'm doing it. it's up to me to keep myself occupied in every way. and it is very important to have friends. i don't know about whom you were writing imad but it's beautiful because of where it comes from - deep inside. and it hit home.

there is a certain amoung of freedom and relief tho. and peace! i have been seeking peace for a long time. i think we get to the point where we cannot manage anyone else, it's hard enough to get ourselves thru a day. my family doesn' t see this. they never will. now it's almost too late.

but loneliness is there at certain times of the day; that's why it's important to have something to do or somewhere to go. or come here.

thanks for sharing imad.