No, No, not at all. Write/vent here by all means!

I was just asking/suggesting (NOT telling) if some kind of creative outlet might be a way of helping you to deal with.... whatever, especially if (as you wrote) you're having trouble with social interaction. A lot of people deal with different medical conditions/disabilities (in part) by expressing their feelings, outrage, message, whatever they're going through - through art/sculpture, music, writing... whatever WORKS and they enjoy. Talent is not required (though I'm seeing some in the way you've expressed some things). If it's something that gives you some comfort/joy, it can be very therapeutic.

I do all kinds of things, even if I tear them up (or delete them) afterward, and if nothing else, it helps take my mind off of some of it for short periods. I also think that exercising those portions of my brain have helped.

If that doesn't work for you, just chalk me up as one of those well-meaning people who miss the mark.

If writing here is what works, by all means, blaze away!

Doc