[I wish words and prayers were enough to help all our troubles. It seems that so many suffer the awful depression that comes will illness. It is rather hard to feel good when you hurt enough to scream. doesn't work does it.... just keep coming back here to this site. I really think if negative thoughts are on the brain, it is best to reach out to those who are there, or have struggled through it. None of it is easy, but it is easier with friends we make here. I will pray again for the pain we all feel. ginnie