Hi dr. smith, I will look at those sites you sent along. I have all my directives in place, and am working on correcting a trust issue. I am not wanting to proceed with proceedures right now. Lots more testing needs to be done for me. I am already sick of it and tired of being in pain. I hate being put under all the time for biopsys of this and that. Now that something has popped up, well they want to do more, and what treatment the doctor offered is not something I want to do in any case. so I am wondering why I should bother with all the other tests, when I know I will not choose to treat the condition, or cancer if thats what it is. My dad died of thoat cancer in a horrible way as I have stated on this site. I am not going down the way he did. always ginnie does anyone else get stubborn about not wanting anything more for awhile?