i can't sleep well i have really "busy" messed up dreams. this morning i woke up after someone in a dream woke me up and a lot of arguing and drssing undressing/getting lost on the road... etc.... because .... get this... i had to go do a photo shoot...............

for Obama!!! ?????

i got there and realized i was wearing an inappropriately short (for the temp outside - COLD) miniskirt and no shoes at all. but it was a long drive - could not go back to change. it was wholly weird. and that was just the last "slice" of dreamscape... and not the worst i've had by far.

last night i was having "loop" dreams and concurrent dreams where it was like i had multiple dreams at the same time - kept waking up. (with fullscale migraine too.)

tonight for the first time i managed 6 hours straight, despite the dreams. i was exhausted i had an unmedicated migraine today. it was mild. and yesterday when i had a bad one the meds didn't work. just got heartburn, so today i skipped that. saw pdoc.

oh i did dream, what if i went back to this job and tried to finishe the contract. woke up and went, UH-UH! then went uh-oh... started accusing myself of chickening out.

haven't been on d/t headaches and neck aches.