Thanks for the feedback Waves. And Dmom3005 I will contacct NAMI and see what they suggest.

I'm very stable right now and am fine just letting my mdoc administer the meds. I'm on 1200 mg of Lithium and 50 mg of seroquel. We have gotten the seroquel down from 200 mg twice a day (I think that's right) to 50 mg once a day. I plan on getting completely off of the seroquel and just let the lithium handle the rest.

But this whole deal about pdocs dropping you so easily and then you getting blacklisted just seems so petty to me. I know that there is a huge shortage of pdocs and they can pick and choose their patients...but give me a break. Would a mdoc drop you if you checked out of the hospital early? No, he'd probably just scold you.