I am having a horrible night....actually the worst night I can remember in a long time. Do you ever wonder why you are here? My life has been soooo horrible and tragic. I don't know anyone whose life was as horrible as mine!!! Can anything good come out of somethng sooooo bad! I hate it! My heart is racing and I can hardly breathe...no appretite and can't sleep. Please somebody help me....I am not in the best frame of mind right now. I can't stop crying.....