Does anyone feel alone? I am sure we all do...........I fell about a week ago out of my wheelchair. The pain and swelling is still as bad at least its the foot with my 4yr cast on. The feing alone is running out of money,having a child to support getting money from my exhusbamd but I finally finished the rest of my devorce property issues and I got the house and my what is left of my settlement and my new van and BILLS with no support. SUPPORT WITH FEELING OKAY I have been dating this great man that moved out of state me and my son was suppost to go there after court we had any disagreement and for the first time I havent talked to him in a week usually it was everyday. He said he doesnt have the answers to what I dont know I told him there isnt any and if he wasnt sure or couldnt deal with this tell me not 9 months later and we are best friends on top of that I feel like I lose ny bestfriend I told him that I wsnt going to call him I was going to wait intil he decided he called the next day we talked he was going to call me back that night I havent heard from him I havent called I am trying to understand Im dealing with the pain of RSD other medical issues Im 102 lbs trying to keep that on. Trying to be a teens mom live in a chair dont want this house, I dont or need someone to fix me but have no friends but people on my PC I feel like I lost my one and only dear best love and friend that showed me and was there to help me feel like I can do somethings with all in one moment I cant have help from my family and I feel alone at 39 yrs old I dont want to be alone the rest of my life and what about my son He has his life ahead of him he needs that. I want him to have that. This RSD isnt fair I didnt do anything WHY I guess its a depression day................... Karen(rsd kitti)