..... speechless.

I am ever so sorry to hear about this. My heart sank when reading this.
I hate it that you are living with the horrible pain and that the answer isn't in plain view yet. Why oh why does it have to be like this.
Whatever it takes to keep you as comfortable as possible, I pray that you can somehow rest and find peace and hope to hang on to.

I pray that your doctor stick by your side and give you the best possible care you can get. He seems like a very good man and his heart is in this.

I know this is a huge setback for you Sinead..... please hang on to God and keep strong. We are with you every step of the way - you know that.
We always will be

Love to you
Rae