I think Brokenwing said it just right to you.

I am always amazed by people who go through disabilities, divorce and raising children on their own. You are doing it and you have a great son to prove it.

I was blessed with a husband that spoiled me even though he was disabled also and my family and friends have been there for me.

Losing Bill though lets me know what kind of place you are in. I think even losing a mate by divorce or a relationship is very hard also.

I am taking the approach that I won't ever get married again because I will not find anyone like Bill. At times he was a pain in my butt but most of the time I was a pain in his. LOL

Hang in there, you will find someone one of these days. As you said, you are young and there are some good men out there that will except you for who you are.

I hope you start seeing some better days soon.
Ada