Yes he knows, and the firm has been accommodating of my limits.

I'm scared they will let me go before I find a new job, if I find a new job. My confidence in my abilities is really low and my options limited. I am trying to expand my horizon and apply for some not so typical jobs. Jobs where my duties would be different, my skills used in different ways, like writing how-to manuals, etc.

I hate the feeling of being trapped. I got myself trapped into a high-paying (for me anyway) job and saddled with a mortgage. I see no way out right now and scared of losing my job and my house.

Well now that I've really depressed myself, I'm going to take a nap.