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Join Date: Aug 2006
Posts: 10,329
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Legendary
Join Date: Aug 2006
Posts: 10,329
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starting to feel desperate
i don't think so... the earplugs don't plug everything.
believe me screaming kids in the park are louder than what earplugs can plug.
i can't stand a lot of things. the cars going by will bug me. people going by. movement around me. even the light is too much - i have the shades partly drawn and even my parents have finally "got" i think from my bark-withdraw, bark-withdraw behavior that I AM A MESS so they didn't attempt to open them more than what little i did.
i want to go in a convent. only problem is i'd have to find one first - too hard.
a psych ward would still have too many uncontrollable stimuli, and i can't pay for a room, so i'd be in a ward with others..... waaaaaaay worse than at home.
i really want an "off" switch ... that i could somehow turn on again now and then to "check" if i'm ok enough yet.... sigh.
~ waves ~
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