Isn't this an awesome place? Already you've met some good & caring people--& it's just started. I hope you get on the forums, repost your intro post to start your own thread where lots more people who will understand what you're going through will have a chance to read your story.
Keep coming back, ask questions then ask more--till you run out (I like your attitude toward the nerve pain, "interesting,"
you will never give up!), & if you just need a non-judgmental ear, you'll find lots of those too. Come & let loose a good ol'

anytime! (I love the emoticon, want one for my desk because it always makes me laugh.)
You take good care, Jerie.

C.G.