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Ecstasy can most certainly cause depression. It has a profound effect on serotonin, and low levels of serotonin are found in chronic pain states.
I can certainly understand your feelings and despair.
If you search ecstasy + serotonin, you can provide that to your doctor. Perhaps some medication to support you for a while will help.
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