I can say for sure that I just had about a week of complete insanity. I know that I think for a few days a week or 2 ago I felt better than I have felt in over a year since the accident. I was so hoping that it was over. Then I tried to spend some time with my family and actually do some normal things and felt my self going backword. Then I just started trying to find a way to go away again and find some where that there were no people just to deal with this on my own. I was emailing every craigs list ride share post trying to get any one to take me any where else but I could not even handle talking to them on the phone or meeteing them to go. For some reason today I just do not feel insane and know that especialy like that there is now way I could survive on my own with no money or car or place to live.
Is there any one else that is like this. That can not most of the time handel being around any other people at all and feel like they go in and out of sanity.