LOL... okay, I guess that does sound weird, but true nonetheless. Thanks for the laugh.

Me too, I used to be a meticulous, Type A personality about my house and yard. Now I am just grateful for the help I get, even if it is teenager clean, instead of mom clean. I have learned to close doors and look the other way until we can all work as a team. I used to love working in my yard, and took great pride in a job well done. Now the house/yard is just too damn big, too many levels, and it all just kind of overwhelms me now. I’m lucky to get one room done, and then that’s it for me. Drives me crazy to watch or request work be done. In my mind I’m saying “no problem; you can do everything you used to do”. My body says, ”are you nuts! I don’t think so, or you will pay in degrees of pain”. Would much rather just do it myself, my way. Although I am truly blessed that my husband and my children love me, and they do their best. I feel sure this is God teaching me to let go. So now I just write my name in the dust.