It's not fun. I had a car accident in june. It was a head on collission. My head hit the windshield and I was out for around thirty minutes. I still have scars on my forehead, cheek and above my eyebrow. Had broken ribs as well.

The body has healed but I am really struggling. Subsequently to the accident I kept getting into disagreements with people. It wasn't until somebody mentioned it that I realized there was a pattern to it. It's like my normal personality has been hijacked. It's me but it's certainly not the me I am used to. I am getting better but I still feel that my way of relating to others has been altered.

The other issue is this constant depression, lethargy and lack of motivation that I cannot seem to shake. I do not feel functional. I do think of suicide quite often as way of escape. And yet, I am one of those people who would never do such a thing, so I can't figure out why my mind keeps going there.

i read your story and it helped me feel a bit better just to know I am not the only one dealing with these issues. I hope my story can do the same.

I keep hearing it will pass. I wish it would hurry up and do so.